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Holding on to something that is not belong isn't a solution.
She just has to let go, and move on. As always..

Entree

Have you ever thought that world is unfair to you?
She, who has pretty face, skinny body, nice fashionable attire etc etc
And You,
Who is plain Jane, with nothing to brag,
shabby plain face, unsatisfied figure, simple attire..
Just stand there at the corner, staring,
To the beautiful view, with jealousy..

But 

Have You ever thought that..
If world is so unfair, how You achieved to be what You are now?
How You can feel happy on what You have now?
How You can have someone that love You just the way You are?
You survived with all the lack that You think You have.
You already go through the journey with variety of feelings that You forget to appreciate.

Just be You,
I've been there, in your shoes. *smiling*
I once feel jealous of what other's have. *nodding*
Despite all the wonderful things that I owned.
I want to be beautiful like her 1, her 2, her 3, her etc etc
I want to have perfect body like her 1, her 2, her 3, her etc etc
I want to be popular like her 1, her 2, her 3, her etc etc
I want to be Her.

But 

In the end, I realize being me is far much better than being Her.
Because I have what I need
Because I can achieve what I want
Because I have people that love me the way I am
Because I just love myself the way I am.
Because I'm perfectly me.

-E-

                                                                             

Cinta Si Gadis Buta

Sumpah serapah
puji madah
ingin sekali aku luah
meluah meludah
sampai muntah.

Kononya gagah
rupanya lemah
bagai dahan
yang hampir patah.

Ingin ku julang
ingin ku tatang
andai diri segagah badang.

Namun sayang
aku si buta
kakinya tempang
tidak pula tahu berenang
oh, sungguh malang!

Love,

A.

Story of us.

The book of me is the book of you
where I keep your love
where I keep your moves.
It's the language of us
that can't be understood.
The story of me where there's always you
followed by your shadow
until the end of my youth.
Immortally together
as we revealing the truth.
The end of me is the end of you
haunt by each other
it's a love like woe.

Love,

A.

Lidah, Tekak, Perut.

Hey kau!

Terlalu banyak yang aku kemam
sampai dah tak boleh dihadam
aku harap kau faham!

Love,

A.

Andai

Andai aku bisa sental semua luka
agar tiada sakit yang tersisa
sudah pasti tidur ku lena.

Andai mampu aku kikis semua benci
agar hati tidak berdaki
sudah pasti ku dianggap suci.

Andai dapat ku ulang waktu
agar jalan cerita lebih sempurna
akankah kau tetap memberi makna?

Andai untaian kata-kata
umpama emas berharga
pasti janji akan dikota.

Andai ini andaianku
bagaimana pula anggapanmu?
Andai ini penghujung bagi ku
bila pula penamat mu?

Andai ajal itu dapat ku hidu
akan ku luah segala rindu.

Andai maut itu milik aku
maka relakanlah aku berlalu
menghadap Dia yang satu.

Love,

A.

Bicara Pada Bintang

Aku petik kata saat bulan bicara
Bintang berkelip penuh tanda tanya
Batin menjerit tanpa suara
Angin lembut menyapa mesra
dengan riak wajah bersahaja
biarpun hati bersulam lara.

Aku meraba didalam terang
melihat didalam kelam.
Mengejar bayang-bayang
yang datang dan hilang.

Love,

A.